Sick and Happy

I have the worst cold that I've had in long time. My ears hurt, my throat hurts, my eyes won't stop watering. I finally got an antibiotic last night so should start feeling better soon but until then I srink green tea and Emergen C. I wondered last night why God would let me feel like this. It's like having the stomach bug on your wedding day. But, I think it's a means of Grace. If you've spent any time with me, ever, you know that I can get a little wound up. I get excited and giggly and silly and if you don't really know me I think you are a bit scared wondering what in the world is wrong with this girl. So maybe in God's perfect way He is calming me down for today. I probably would have been way too much for Collins. I have been so laidback and calm and relaxed about today. I mean, we meet Collins in 3 hours and I haven't showered or gotten toys out or anything. That's weird for me. I don't know if I'm in denial or repressing all my feelings but I'm not nervous or worried or scared for today. I know it's going to be really tough for her but, okay, we'll work it out. God does give you peace. You pray for it, but so weird when it comes.

Alright. Well. Here we go. Next post we'll have pics of Collins Sinclair!